CNY

Today is the 1st day of lunar new year..

It shud be a happy day filled with laughter and joy,

but it's different fer our family this time and probably in future.

Well, as you guys knew both my grandparents had met up together

in a far far away dunno where, the relatives stop visiting us.

I had being a COUCH POTATO the whole day.

Never leave the sofa, besides going to the washroom or dinner.

And beside... I kept thinking bout them esp "yeye".

I still cannot seem to let go.

There are lotsa flashbacks in my mind, esp the 1s which happened

last AUG.

Iz like a movie playing in my mind every now and then.

(sorry to tok bout such stuffs. But I'm unable to feel happy... )

I'm really damnn bore!!

Neither darling came down today... he's currently at a mahjong's session.

I really bore 道~ dunno what to do, der's nothing to watch on the TV either.

I suggested to mummy that we shud leave fer holis the next CNY.

Iz pointless staying @ home, wasting of time!!

Well... ... thou this short break is also fer me to recuperate frm my pneumonia..

But.... but.... I'M BORE!!!!

I really cannot wait to go back to work... ...

Currenltly listening to RAIN'S album which darling bought fer me.

Blur him bought me the album again..expect different cover and

it comes with a mtv dvd.

Anyway, I appreciate baby!