reflections.. thots...

Suddenly I realise that, I'm had nv been a good gf.

Being together fer a yr, we been thru lotsa DOWNS,

terrible downs.

Countless of fights, sorrows, sadness, unhappiness,tears!!

Even this new yr, I caused a fight just the 1st day of new year.

What a start.

He treated me like his wife more than a gf, but seriously,

it seems ly I'm not cherishing. I guess iz true that I'm taking things

fer granted. We been thru ups and down, I'm glad we are strong enuf

to make it thru, but of cos I know, he had nv give up on us.

I just felt so ashamed, thinking of the countless effort and love

he had put in. He could have just left long ago

but he still chooses to stay.

He will always try to make things happen fer me.

I dunno what else could I ask fer more.

Despite his TEMPER, EGO, MCP, he has been a great bf.

I guess I can never make up the hurt I caused.

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Darling, I'm grateful that despite all the fights I had caused, you are still

holding onto this love of ours. I always knew that we came a long way,

but I just dun seem to cherish.

I'm thankful.

My world will be black and white wifout you.